You know, in looking for the missing thing, I tried so many things, including lesbianism with my very little sister, sexual urges and attempts at a young age, watching porn and the height was a boyfriend who didn’t want anything else for me to prove my love other than my nude pictures and Honey voice notes. I did all these, trying to look for a missing piece.
I had hated the opposite sex cause my mum was domestically violated by my dad for years. I can remember mopping pool of my mother’s blood, cleaning her injuries and telling her everything would be okay, I didn’t know that I just said it then. … More “I tried many awful things to fill the void I felt in me”~ Anonymous