My Salvation Story; Freedom from Addictions

My friend was fiddling with her phone in church and I peeped to know what she was doing. Alas, it was porn! She was watching porn, I felt reluctant to watch at first, but as time passed, I started watching. It was terrible, I started leading a double life; I would watch porn and masturbate then sing in the choir on Sunday. I did not know I needed help and so the devil trapped me with that. … More My Salvation Story; Freedom from Addictions

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“I tried many awful things to fill the void I felt in me”~ Anonymous

You know, in looking for the missing thing, I tried so many things, including lesbianism with my very little sister, sexual urges and attempts at a young age, watching porn and the height was a boyfriend who didn’t want anything else for me to prove my love other than my nude pictures and Honey voice notes. I did all these, trying to look for a missing piece.

I had hated the opposite sex cause my mum was domestically violated by my dad for years. I can remember mopping pool of my mother’s blood, cleaning her injuries and telling her everything would be okay, I didn’t know that I just said it then. … More “I tried many awful things to fill the void I felt in me”~ Anonymous

“We had our first kiss, right in front of the church”- Anonymous

So since then, we “scheduled appointments” for all the rubbish (every sexual activity, excluding sex) we did back then. It got so bad that we couldn’t even spare any other time, save Sunday mornings, just before service commenced. It was that bad, especially that we were both in the choir, and I was a praise and worship leader. … More “We had our first kiss, right in front of the church”- Anonymous

“I began to have unhealthy attraction to the opposite sex rather early in life”- Anonymous

No one knew about this then, not even my mum. I was afraid she was going to dislike or spank me and see me as a bad girl because guys were asking me out. I saw it as something very bad and it was my fault that guys were asking me out, so I decided to keep it all to myself. Too bad … More “I began to have unhealthy attraction to the opposite sex rather early in life”- Anonymous

“He said he was feeling pain in his stomach that the doctor said he might die if he didn’t have sex”- Anonymous

I rushed down to his place and saw him crying. He told me his brother had just passed away, so I had to console him and he said he was feeling pain in his stomach that the doctor said he might die if he didn’t have sex. I eventually gave in; I still laugh at how stupid I was though… … More “He said he was feeling pain in his stomach that the doctor said he might die if he didn’t have sex”- Anonymous

“I realised that the first 15 years of my life had been a total waste”- Akhaba Oluwatobi

As the end of the year was approaching, the ‘pleasures’ of sin, it’s lusts thereof and the cares of this world had eaten deep down in me that I started planning to postpone the day I’d surrender to my Lord and Saviour. But thank God for His infinite mercies. His word says it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that showeth mercy (Rom 9:16). … More “I realised that the first 15 years of my life had been a total waste”- Akhaba Oluwatobi

“I was afraid of sex so I would never let him pull down my jeans but his fingers were allowed to go in”- Anonymous

“…I remember back then when I started understanding what sex and virginity was, I would wonder if I was a virgin cause too many fingers had gone into my panties and even the real thing a couple of times but none ever entered me, at least not that I could remember. Around 13years old, an uncle came to live with my family and he picked up where others left…” … More “I was afraid of sex so I would never let him pull down my jeans but his fingers were allowed to go in”- Anonymous

“That night I shut myself completely from God. I cursed him. I said HE was wicked”- Agboye Deborah

“…that night I shut myself completely from God. I cursed him. I said HE was wicked. I told him he never loved me. I went to the kitchen took a knife and tried killing myself but it wasn’t going through. I wanted to commit suicide because I couldn’t take it anymore but the knife wasn’t piercing in. The ten commandments kept ringing in my heart. My family were so angry with me that day. They called me a disappointment, a failure, all sort of names I deserved. They asked what went wrong I couldn’t answer. I was surprised myself…” … More “That night I shut myself completely from God. I cursed him. I said HE was wicked”- Agboye Deborah